Wednesday, 4 January 2017

Helena as Tobias Benjamin pt. iii, December 2016




Self Portrait, November 2016


Helena as Tobias Benjamin pt. ii, November 2016


"of his bones are coral made", September 2016

Makeup by and featuring Amberlilly Ewbank.


















Helena as Tobias Benjamin pt. i, September 2016

Photos by Amberlilly Ewbank.










Exhausted, Still Fighting, August 2016

Hannah sugested she and I do a photoshoot together about mental illness as, with both of us having suffered for a number of years, it is something close to our hearts. Every day, we strive to do whatever we can to raise awareness, erode stigma, and explore mental illness and its effects. These photos aim to express some 
of the things we struggle with daily as well as highlighting the very real possibility of recovery.

Hannah was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa in May 2013, and also suffers from depression, anxiety and OCD. She spent a number of months as a day patient and inpatient at the Priory Hospital and missed two months of Year 10 and the majority of Year 11. I remember her messaging me on Facebook in panic just before we started Year 12 because it would be her first time at school full time in a year. 

It definitely hasn’t been easy, and it still isn't easy, but over three years after her initial diagnosis, here she is, running her own businesses, completing expeditions in the Amazon and heading to Uni with a scholarship!Things get better. Don’t give up.

Featuring Hannah Coombs.



This was how Hannah explained an aspect of her OCD to me - her hands are clean, but they still feel dirty, so she has to keep washing.






Your body lets you do so much - look after it!



"Forest" by Carol Ann Duffy, August 2016

Featuring Cicely Hayes (watch on 1080p and make sure to watch to the very end!).


"Art thou pale for weariness...", August 2016

'"...Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth...?" - Percy Bysshe Shelley


Day after day, night after night, the moon's keeper sits alone in her silver-spun prison. This lonely spirit whiles away the hours searching for any other sign of life in the vast universe around her; playing her bone-white piano; and sleeping, sleeping, sleeping. She writes to constellations and faerie folk, sending the letters away on tiny wings, but no-one ever replies. She is alone. 

Featuring Izzie Lawson and makeup by Louisa Fox.



Looking for a constellation to write to...



Dear Cassiopeia,
I am looking for a friend...



Is there anybody out there?












Looking for the Windflower Fairy's address...




Dear Windflower Fairy,
Did you get my last letter?